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Eric Turner- Vocals, Guitar, Bass, Drums
Andrew Rodriguez- Lead Guitar

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If living life on the edge means being a failure
Then my definition must be misconstrued
I feel like i'm in the skin of another creature
Always running from the vicious truth

I don't want to always be the awkward stranger
In the shadows examining the room
Anxiety! Anxiety!
Is screaming out inside of me
Making all my old fears seem brand new

I'm on the verge of breaking down
And I can't seem to help myself
I'm right back in this shitty town
It feels more like a prison cell
Run circles till I hit the ground
And fall until I get to hell
Depression and dependency
Contemplating...

Am I living my life?
Or just waiting to die?
If nothing really matter's....

These tree's provide the comfort of seclusion
While down the street the party is raging through the night

I don't want to be the voice that's always screaming in my head
Filled with lies of disappointment, and existential dread
Never focused on the present, always living in the past
Dwell on the fact that nothing ever fucking lasts
I fall at sleep at night and can't seem to dream
Because nothing is ever what it's made out to be
Am I just a fucked up drunken depressant
Asking the wrong fucking questions

Am I living my life,
Or just waiting to die?
If nothing really matters,
Who the fuck am I?

Like a silver lining,
I'm romanticizing,
The realities,
Of just fucking existing

Am I living my life
Or just waiting to die
If nothing really matters...

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released April 30, 2020
Written by: Eric Bryan Turner
Produced, engineered, and mixed by: Andrew Rodriguez
Mastered by: Adam Cichocki

Cover Photo by: Oscar Cabral
Editing by: Chelsea Patillo

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Kamikaze Pilots Manual Denton, Texas

Started in Abilene, Texas in 2012 by Eric Turner. Currently based out of Denton, Texas.

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